Blurred Vision

My eyes get so weak
so bloodshot and so flimsy
that my vision starts to shake.




I lose control
of my thoughts and feelings
my sanity.




I can laugh hysterically
But what can that do?





I can cry like I just lost my grandmother
But how will that help anything?



I can kick, punch, glare, throw, smash, hurt, pry, snarl, feel, think, stare, overthink, pout, walk, listen, march, sleep, think, fake, beat, think, lay, stand, sit, overthink, type, write, confess, cry, hurt, think, smile, laugh




But what difference will that make?





Sam