I've come to realize...I belong home. I belong somewhere where I can be surrounded by a group of friends I love unconditionally. Home is somewhere I don't dread going. College, on the other hand, is a huge dread. My motivations been dead for weeks and I can't seem to pull myself out of this rut I've dug for myself.
I know I just came back, but I want to go home and remain there.
Sam
I think it's interesting you feel this way.
ReplyDeleteI just had conversations with Bryan and Jon about this topic. Except I feel as though I belong in Athens, Ohio and that I am not meant to be here in Wheeling, Illinois.
Because the friends here in Wheeling, don't know who I am today. They know a Sonja from high school or last summer/winter break.
But I still love Wheeling and I miss it all the time. It's never going anywhere. That's always a nice thought to keep in mind.
You'll be just fine Sam.
-Sonja