18 years has flown by fast.I was watching old baby videos yesterday and even though I had feelings to barf every minute due to my dad's impressive "Talent" of video recording, I still wish I can repeat my baby years.
I miss the feeling of someone always changing my diaper every time I crapped in my pants. I miss my parents being able to hold me in their arms without breaking every limb within their skeletal system. I miss not being able to say real words but blayshakuwk is still acceptable. I miss how it is normal for you not to understand the complications of the world and not be labeled as ignorant.
But now I can become a free spirit off on my own adventure in my so called independent life. I'm ready to share a dorm room with someone I've only seen twice. I'm ready to stay up til 4 studying for tests. I'm ready to balance my social, educational, and personal life all in one hand!
But, I'm not ready to leave Wheeling. I'm not ready to leave my friends/girlfriend behind. I'm not ready to leave my sick grandparents behind. I'm not even ready to leave my family behind. I'm not ready to leave my work mates behind. But, what can I say? Nothings gonna stop tomorrow from coming.
Sam
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